As you may know, I've been trying to decide what to do with my life; Where to go from here. And finally I feel I have made a good decision:
I'm moving back to Arizona.
BYU is a good school- It's just not for everyone. And I'm ok with that. :)
I'll be Living with my family, Working towards paying off Student Loans, & Applying to Different Schools- More specifically, the Music Therapy Program offered at ASU, and maybe the program at USU.
I'm hoping that I can re-balance my life.
I've seen a few glimpses of the woman I hope to be while I have been home these past few weeks- and I like it. I'm finding much needed hope and support. I'm learning to find Joy in the Journey.
I have much to do to be able to move back and get settled. And much more to do to figure out how this is all going to work out.... But I know that the Lord will help me through everything- and with His help, I can do this.
I'm going to miss all of my Utah Friends SO MUCH- but I know this is what I need to do. Things will work out.
For now, I'll just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
"And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year: 'Give me a
light, that I may tread safely into the unknown.' And he replied: 'Go
out into the darkness and put your hand into the hand of God. That
shall be to you better than light, and safer than a known way.' "
- Minnie Louise Haskins (1875-1957), "The Desert"