What if i named my son Fear and my daughter Faith? Then Fear and Faith WOULD co-exist. And if Fear was a Bully then there really wouldn't be anything to fear but fear himself. lol. I would never do that...
The past couple of weeks have been interesting. It all started with the Financial aid office (doesn't it always?) and it involved quite a bit of crying to my mom. (Thanks Mom!) Trying to get things straightened out has been frustrating to say the least. When I would talk to Mom, I would tell her, I know it will all be ok. I have faith it will all be ok. I knew that it would all be ok. But I didn't have the peace and comfort that Faith brings. I was still scared out of my mind that it wouldn't be ok. Luckily, I work at the library and I recently came across a book that had Joseph Smith quotes in it. There was one that of course talked about fear and faith, and when i read it i realized my mistake. I immediately felt peace and comfort flow into my heart. It has been fine ever since. I know it will all work out, my life has been turned upside down for a reason (though still unknown to me) and i will probably benefit from this experience in the future. I'm just glad i know that somebody else can see the whole picture and that He is guiding me to be the best that I can be!
1 year ago